Saturday, December 15th 2012 is an officially a farewell for all tests and quizzes that i need to be done for this semester and there will be few assignment that need to be hand to our lecturers. Lots of thing that happen during this past few months and sometime i can bear it and some time a just can't and thanks to my self for being able to move strong even though i need to through this path alone. Thanks of to HIM who gave me the bless and keep on protecting me while i awake and even during sleep and for this one girl that always in my heart DPS thank you very much and sorry for not really understand you till now. If that way what it take i will follow your decision and don't worry i never regret in loving you even though it hard for me to received back the love that i gave and for the little like that you gave i will appreciate it and i will keep it forever deep in me. Most of all i would like to say thanks to all who support me when time i need the most. THANK YOU!!
Friday, December 14, 2012
Good bye tests and quizzes...
Friday, December 7, 2012
Why would we bother??
Why would we bother to taking care of something that won't last forever?? I'm just being curious about the statement and would not understand it no matter how much i want to understand it. It all depend on our self actually. The more we attached to the thing or person, the more we would like to be last forever. For me my self i'm already trying so much to keep it to be last forever but as old says "bertepuk sebelah tangan tak akan berbunyi" and i'm so tired doing it but i'm ready for anything that will come because to keep it for few more longer just gonna make that person we care so much to be sad and unhappy.
SO WHY WOULD WE BOTHER TO TAKING CARE OF SOMETHING THAT WON"T LAST FOREVER??
and that question is a question we our self would know the best answer. Off for the time being and will be back for more unreasonable thought.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Remember me not...
Nothing much for me to write in my blog lately. Actually there are so may things in my mind but i can't take it out one by one and write it down. I start to feel this funny feeling that i guess ever one of you would experience it too. Weather you realized or not you may be sometime forget for a silly accuses or true facts. For me i would sometime attached so closed to a person and slowly i would be forget eventually. Just some true friends that will always remember me where ever they are and is so happy and touch with all those friendship that they gave. Honestly i'm not really good at keep in touch and that will eventually make indivisible for some person. But it life and sometime we are up and soon will be down. I like to make a new friends even thought i gonna be forget but as long as they knew my name and that all right. Some people may look me by my cover and had a different impression about me but once they knew me they may totally surprised. Every days, people fall in love, fighting, been forget, been sad, feel happy and so many things happened in one day. But what i;m sure about is to me yourself and if you did a mistakes turn back to the right path. There is no other people that could help you if u can't help our self. Remember me not, i may not be always around but will be there if you need me the most.
Smile always!!
#i did not because i want but because i care#
Friday, June 1, 2012
10 Things That I Hate About You
10 Things That I Hate About You
I hate the way u smile,
where u use hide away sadness.
I hate the way u smile,
when i was around.
I hate the way u hold my hand,
like u never gonna let me go.
I hate the way u think,
that would be not there if u need me the most.
I hate the way u talk,
like all the world i giving u a million of problem but i still there to hear it all.
I hate the way u complain about the hair at ur fore head,
but for me u always look beautiful.
I hate when u drunk and call all night,
and it keep on ringing in my head.
I hate picking u up late from work,
but i will be there on time.
I hate when u mad at me,
and thought i was just like other guys.
I hate when i made a wrong thing,
and letting u go cos im so stupid.
No matter how hate im about u,
i always cherish all the moment that we did,
I know thing was not as it should be,
I should know more bout loving u other than hating u,
U ask me to move on,
i'm moving on,
Sorry for that day,
I know u were at back but i did not turn my back cos my heart can't stand when i'm near you.
Sorry for still loving you,
Now all i wish is for you to be happy,
I won't disturb ur life cos i know ur happy now.
Dear God,
She is the one that show me real love but that time i was so blind and could not see it.
Help her and protect her,
Give her a smile in her face,
and when ever she upset give her a big hugs and tell her everything gonna be okay.
I love her and love her so much. I will forgive my self for being stupid and selfish and being blind.
For U, Thanks for everything.
From AJGS.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)
I hate the way u smile,
where u use hide away sadness.
I hate the way u smile,
when i was around.
I hate the way u hold my hand,
like u never gonna let me go.
I hate the way u think,
that would be not there if u need me the most.
I hate the way u talk,
like all the world i giving u a million of problem but i still there to hear it all.
I hate the way u complain about the hair at ur fore head,
but for me u always look beautiful.
I hate when u drunk and call all night,
and it keep on ringing in my head.
I hate picking u up late from work,
but i will be there on time.
I hate when u mad at me,
and thought i was just like other guys.
I hate when i made a wrong thing,
and letting u go cos im so stupid.
No matter how hate im about u,
i always cherish all the moment that we did,
I know thing was not as it should be,
I should know more bout loving u other than hating u,
U ask me to move on,
i'm moving on,
Sorry for that day,
I know u were at back but i did not turn my back cos my heart can't stand when i'm near you.
Sorry for still loving you,
Now all i wish is for you to be happy,
I won't disturb ur life cos i know ur happy now.
Dear God,
She is the one that show me real love but that time i was so blind and could not see it.
Help her and protect her,
Give her a smile in her face,
and when ever she upset give her a big hugs and tell her everything gonna be okay.
I love her and love her so much. I will forgive my self for being stupid and selfish and being blind.
For U, Thanks for everything.
From AJGS.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Petronas Miri Family 2012
Why?? Never meet a clown before. trying to be cowboy clown but cant be funny enough... huhuhu~~
Spongebob in a box... Hahaha
EEEEHHHHHHAAA!!! Cowboy in town...
PETRONAS Miri Family Day on 31st March 2012 and 2nd session was on 14th April 2012. Really enjoy the event and the theme for this year PETRONAS Miri Family Day is Cowboy Night. You can see all the cowboy and cowgirl and also some Red Indian... Hahaha... It all just a costume, not more n not less. I jsut wish that night some come with a horse. That would be so cool.
Went twice 1st as the person who come n eat but 2nd time as some to help with a big smile at photo booth..
Manage to get my hand a "Inai"... Pretty right??
Friday, April 27, 2012
My Blog
Welcome to my blog. This my blog where all my life, my day n my world are look like. Sharing all the sweetness, sourness, bitterness and spice taste in my life. Some time we are up there n some time we are down. Know what they call it "Life is like a wheel". Don't you know that we the one who decided on how are we gonna be and there is no such thing life is suck and it feel like shit. That is the challenge that we need to be more appreciated about our life. Our life begin at the first heart beat during in our mother womb. Appreciate our life and no matter how hard it can be. Remember be strong and there always a hope. God never let us walk alone. We the one who always walk alone when we feel there no hope in life. Live or life to the fullest. make every second n every minute like there no more 2moro.
#Never cry n sad but smile cause it happen.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
One place with lots of face..
Today i would like to introduce you the place where i'm now doing my practical training. I will be here in Petronas Carigali Snd Bhd Sarawak Operation (SKO) in Finance and Accounts Department for 6 months. I have been here since 1st February 2012 and at 31st July 2012 will be my last day in SKO.
We are the 3 trainee in Finance and Accounts Department (BFA)
Our neighbor next workstation Uncle Stephen, Aunty Chua, Kak Piah, Kak Gina and Uncle Pilu
Hamadi
Phua
Kak Faten
Kak Sara and Rachel our BIG BOSS in BFA
Kak Farah
Kak Liz
Kak Alia
Haizum
Kak Noi
Shidah
Kak Aida our Secretary
Kak Mun
Abang Matt
Kak Wivi
Kak Faezah and Kak Lida
Kak Nana and Kak Tini
Kak Mastura and Kak Faten
Kak Norima
There gonna be a lot of memories that i will cherish it after i leave BFA. All the thing that been thought to me i will always remember it. For time being i will do my very best and create the memories that we all can keep. Here in BFA there always a new thing that i can learn from the people around me. =)
Thursday, April 5, 2012
March end and April come..
It been a while since i posted the last post in this blog. Anyway there is a lots of thing that i haven't made some time to post it in the blog but will do it ASAP. Today is Thursday and it is a holy Thursday i would like to wish you all a blessed thursday and have a great day 2moro as 2moro would be a GOOD FRIDAY.. May all good thing always be with all of u.. =)
Thursday, March 8, 2012
What ur name~~
Have u tried to type on your full name in google... I kinda funny, proud and creepy too to found ur name in a search engine list. For me it creep me out cause just imagine someone who hate you so much and like to crush you down like a small lil ant. That person only need to search for ur full name and found about ur profile and done something bad by using our profile. I don't really care about it at the first place when my lecturer told me regarding this matter but in fact it is true. I just search for my full name and i found it from no where i was in this site. More creepy it also state in the map where were you for. I don't know how but seem like it steal my profile from somewhere.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)
WHAT WOULD YOU DO??
Monday, February 20, 2012
I think i gonna remember you... huhu~~
I remember this song that catch my ears, my heart and also my soul. Feeling down or "frust menonggeng" would be the best words to describe me now.. hahaha... but it all has all ready past even she tell me that it is past ordy and life must go on. FYI 2moro would be her birthday. It was the hardest date for me to remember once i was with her but i have lost her i keep on remember this date 222. Actually i do really like Number 2. It is my fav number. This would i do like to say now, i'm sorry if i do make you hurt, for not being there, for being away, for being stupid and for loving you so so so much now. But as what you do say life must go on. I guess i will be ready to move on. I'm so sorry if u thought that i would be different. Yup i'm different cos i'm a coward. Thanks for loving me so dearly. Thanks~~
Saturday, February 18, 2012
"Umai" melanau food~
Have you ever heard of "UMAI" if not let me introduce you with this specialty of melanau food called UMAI... It is a raw fish from what i can tell you but there is a simple ingredients that used to make umai. A lemon, chills, big and small onion, some "belacan". All the ingredients will be punch till it mixed to gather. The ingredients will be mixed into the raw fish. As what i learned from chemistry class before the lemon juice are actually "cooked" the raw fish. I some how did not knew what the name of the fish that actually been use. Well this is the food that you should try if you want to know one of Sarawak specialty.
It all ready to be eat and together with "sago"
Friday, February 10, 2012
There is a thing that made to be forget... for good.
If u realize something about this there is a thing or something in our life should be forget so that we can move on. most people would agree when i said what is past is past, life must go on. BUT how would it be so easy to forget it. Different people may have a different way to forget the thing or something that they want it to be away and to be throw far far away form their life. For me my self there is something that hard for me to forget and i'm in my way to forgetting the past. Wish that god will help me find the way to forget the thing that i should be forget and move on the way i should be. I'm a bit stupid in forgetting that made who i'm today and that why it hard to forget it.
LIFE MUST GO OWN RIGHT!!
Wish me all the best!!
Monday, February 6, 2012
Im back~~
It been so long since my last post... here im back from space and arrived earth... LOL... Kick of this February with a slow move. Wish that February move quietly... Start my practical training again in same place in finance department in Petronas Carigali in Miri. It was a same place but with different boss and also new colleague. There is one thing that i wish that i could do this month. Not to reverse what had happen but something that i should did before and always.. Wish me that thing will come out well.. ; )
Monday, January 9, 2012
Busy time~~
This week and also the other week i will be so busy.. Not busy with GF, family or career but busy with exam... But for sure im not gonna busy with GF cos im still searching for it... lately (i think). I just can search for her but GOD know the best. hehehe~~ Im having my final exam for semester 6 which will end on 21th January 2012. By the ways i just wish all the best for me and wish that i could do my the very best. THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!!
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)
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