I hate the way u smile,
where u use hide away sadness.
I hate the way u smile,
when i was around.
I hate the way u hold my hand,
like u never gonna let me go.
I hate the way u think,
that would be not there if u need me the most.
I hate the way u talk,
like all the world i giving u a million of problem but i still there to hear it all.
I hate the way u complain about the hair at ur fore head,
but for me u always look beautiful.
I hate when u drunk and call all night,
and it keep on ringing in my head.
I hate picking u up late from work,
but i will be there on time.
I hate when u mad at me,
and thought i was just like other guys.
I hate when i made a wrong thing,
and letting u go cos im so stupid.
No matter how hate im about u,
i always cherish all the moment that we did,
I know thing was not as it should be,
I should know more bout loving u other than hating u,
U ask me to move on,
i'm moving on,
Sorry for that day,
I know u were at back but i did not turn my back cos my heart can't stand when i'm near you.
Sorry for still loving you,
Now all i wish is for you to be happy,
I won't disturb ur life cos i know ur happy now.
Dear God,
She is the one that show me real love but that time i was so blind and could not see it.
Help her and protect her,
Give her a smile in her face,
and when ever she upset give her a big hugs and tell her everything gonna be okay.
I love her and love her so much. I will forgive my self for being stupid and selfish and being blind.
For U, Thanks for everything.
From AJGS.
