BINGBANG!!! HEHEHE~~

Hi Hi Hi... Today i would like to introduce you something that made my day. Just give me this i will praise you for one week... Hahaha... Just kidding... It called BIGBANG. I finally meet it yesterday and i was so happy till i bought 3 packs of it. Hehe.. and there is one friend of mine like it too. I share it with some of my friend and they like it too. So go get it while stock last.. Hehehe~~

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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Im letting go...

LETTING GO... It is the hard words and i found it hard to do. But i finally realized that i should do it cos i'm just not making my self look STUPID and totally LOSERS. But the most important thing is that i make her feel sad and not comfortable with what i done. I have think this so so so many time it time to letting go. But letting go does not mean i'm totally forgetting your name, your birthday date, our memories and your smile. I'm letting go cos all i want is what the best for you. If i ever to meet you again, i'm gonna smile, say hi and give u a hug. It time to find a person and open my heart so that i can feel back the feeling that you ever give for me. Please pray for me. Thanks.

#Sekadar gambar hiasan#

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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Operasi takmustahil....

Last monday night i was watching Mission Imposibble : Ghost Protocal with some friends. First of all i would like to said this movie was awsome i give the rate 4/5. For those who like action movie this would cheer your day. The movie is not really complicated to understand for those who not really into action movie but the best part of the movie is the hero is always be around to protect his wife. In order to protect her, he need to stay apart from her and faking her wife death. 

It so touching for a guy who love a girl so much and keep protecting her from far with or without the girl knowledge. Now i know this one word; LOVE would change the way some one think, act and behavior. 

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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Last Christmas~~

This is a song that do really explain how i feel right now... Haha... it funny when i think it back... but enjoy it... Wishing all ur dream come true this Christmas and have a blast Christmas... HOHOHO... Perform by Tiffany (SNSD) & Sung Si-Kyung - Last Christmas (Dec 24, 2011)

Last Christmas lyrics

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance but you still catch my eye

Tell me, baby, do you recognize me?

Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying, "I love you", I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day, you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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Remember Christmas~~

I be here in Melaka celebrating Christmas Eve. Kinda sad because is would be my second time away from my family celebrating Christmas. the first time was when i first entering UiTM that was about 5 years ago in 2006. I was the December 2006 batch and that time i was not alone because my both parent are with me but they went back early and not with me during my registration they just send me here to melaka with the help from my auntie who was working here in melaka. Lots of thank for her if not we would be lost for directions. This time i'm alone but wish that this time Christmas bring some meaning in my life. Before i wish for something different to celebrating Christmas Eve and here i'm having the different way celebrating it alone. I still remember there is one time during Christmas last year i was bring some one that i still love so much right now and she met both of my parent. Love her smile during that time and that was the moment i feel something different in Christmas. That is celebrating it with some one that you love with all your heart and together with beloved parents. It was a short time but bring memories that i cherish all my life. Do really miss you so much. (R.U.D) But now do not matter we celebrate it alone or together i just wish that you will be happy with some one that you love one and your families and your friends. Do remember me as your beautiful memories that can bring smile in your face, heal the pain in your heart, erase sadness in your eyes and bring joy to your life. Before the year 2011 END i would like to thank you so much for loving me and being my girlfriend and at the end i was the one that feel so stupid for not taking care so much about you and feel unworthy to get your love. Sorry for following you. Because the only thing that i have from you is your name and your memories. I think for you the memories that made with me is just a mistake but that okay i do understand it. I will cherish the EVERY MOMENTS with you with prays and lots of LOVE. XOXO 

.eccathankyouforlovingme. 

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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I don't care... Sorry for still keeping you in my heart~~

I always said... Friends don't worry i will pray for your happiness but when i think it back what about me. To be frank, the way people see me may be totally different once they knew me really really well... I would like to repeat... REALLY REALLY REALLY WELL!! Most of the time i try to be my self but at the same time i can't really understand i am. Seem like there is something wrong with my self. some of me that i discover are that i do really like to do some STUPID things, POSSIBLE to someone to predict what i really want to do, i like to be ALONE because i use to be ALONE, the fact that you need to know that is my phone so so rare to RINGS for something excepted call or massage from  my family and there is an assignment to do. I am really bad in sense of LOVING someone, I have try my best to deal with this matter but seem to always fail. People always look me as someone that is 'he good', 'good boy', 'arrogant' and many other that is so unrelated with me. Until some people expecting that i would be different. I am just a HUMAN and i MADE A MISTAKE. Most of time i wish that some mistakes that i made can be turn around so that i could change and never sorry for what i did. BUT it all JUST A DREAM because it has been happened and never can be changed. MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE but it was HARD. I feel alone and CRY hard should be a relived for it. But i just need SOMEONE to understand and share it. I am not perfect and sorry for the past that i been terribly done WRONG. I wish that i would be ALWAYS by HER side. IMY...

.ibesomeonenotbeyourmemories.

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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YOU!!

I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR MEMORIES BUT I WANT TO BE SOME BODY TO YOU AND IN YOUR HEART... NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO I STILL DO LOVE YOU SO MUCH... IT NOT A MISTAKES BUT I'M THE ONE THAT MAKE THE MISTAKE... MY HEART STILL BEATING FOR YOU... SORRY FOR DOUBT MY LOVE TO YOU... I WON'T BE LIKE OTHERS BUT WILL BE ME AS WHAT YOU KNOW...

.itmyhearttalking.

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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Do what you got to do!!

My friend hold my hand and doing something. At first i was just leaving it and ignore it but this what she did to my hand. She draw a love shape on my hand. Now i just leave it till it gone by it self. There one thing that make me thinking about this love shape. It remind me that LOVE do exist and i need to find and fight for it if i do really need it. But as you can see the love shape will eventually gone and that also show me what happen in live. At first, the love in us is shining bright than in time it start to gone bit by bit. But i remember what my friend said to me. There is nothing that can make a love go stronger. BELIEVE in LOVE and TRUST in LOVE. That what make it unbreakable just like one of the westlife's song. I love to sing it when i went for a karoke... huhu~~

There is some thing that i would like to show. I bought this and i love the design and the contain of the tin. hahaha... 

What you think about it cool right.. hehehe...

.ilovetodowhateveriwanttodo.

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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love of my life

Just wanna share a person that give me a lot of trouble but that what make her wonderful. I never know that i do love her so so the very much till i'm stupid enough letting her go. I would cry till my heart drop but the reality is it won't change the fact. ALL is i wanna say is I LOVE U. Even thought it been so long i did not see or hear your voice. I still dream of you but in my dream you never talk but all you did is being mad at me. I'm so sorry for what i did. I try to say that i do love u but all i can is show u. Sorry for feeling unworthy to be with you when i'm around you. I will be always pray for you happiness. Wish to talk and having a chat whit you one day. Will be keep on loving you no matter how far we are. You always BE my girl 22290.

.imafool.

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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My day what bout yours??

Dear blog,
Today i'm having a test, CRG 530 test. Hmmmm how should i express it... it actually so so call easy cos i manage to awnser some that i study and some that i did not study... hahaha... i think you all can guess it... by the way that not the thing that i want to share 2day.. the test was held at 7am and i was overnight at my friend house for so call study and that morning i woke up and geeting ready for the test. I put my helmet on and where my shoes?? I forget to bring it with me so im using my "selepar jamban" to class. I enter the UiTM building and so glad no "PAK GUARD" was waiting cos im really nervous for not wearing shoes. This is because "PAK GUARD" will confirm stop me and what the hack that you are wareing. I finnish my test and guess what there one "MAK GUARD" saw me and ask. WHAT THE HACK ARE U WEAR?? Where ur shoes?? WHAT WITH THIS "SELEPAR TANDAS"?? I was trying to explain and guess what she said. You dont try to make excuses. I was so angry cos she did not even hear what i want to said but at the end i think back the "MAK GUARD" is ill in the way she talk. so whatever!! I went back to my friend house and there it is "nasi lemak RM1". I ate 2 of it and bout to die cos full. really thanks for one of my friend for saving soy bean milk drink for me.. nothing special happen today but what i would like to say is no matter how stupid and crazy life happen in a day can be. Just be our self and get through it.
PS: AIS 630 i got presentation 2moro and nothing has been done yet... hahaha~

.livesucksometimebutchillup.

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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Me

It is me we are talking about now..

Some how life can be so cruel and don't be shock when i said LOVE will be NOT my last name. I don't know why i can't understand it at all. I was confuse if i were in love or just a feeling of liking. If there a software to update my brain and make me understand. I will be the first person to try it. I don't know if i gonna like or hate or ignore this LOVE mean but wish that someday i will find it meaning and understand it. Today i was really upset and mad when i looked back at the MEMORY that i my self destroy it. I don't feel like thinking and even smiling right now. I wish a magic eraser that can erase my feeling rite now. It feel hurt and alone.


.nomatterwhatiwillbehappy2moro.

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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