I be here in Melaka celebrating Christmas Eve. Kinda sad because is would be my second time away from my family celebrating Christmas. the first time was when i first entering UiTM that was about 5 years ago in 2006. I was the December 2006 batch and that time i was not alone because my both parent are with me but they went back early and not with me during my registration they just send me here to melaka with the help from my auntie who was working here in melaka. Lots of thank for her if not we would be lost for directions. This time i'm alone but wish that this time Christmas bring some meaning in my life. Before i wish for something different to celebrating Christmas Eve and here i'm having the different way celebrating it alone. I still remember there is one time during Christmas last year i was bring some one that i still love so much right now and she met both of my parent. Love her smile during that time and that was the moment i feel something different in Christmas. That is celebrating it with some one that you love with all your heart and together with beloved parents. It was a short time but bring memories that i cherish all my life. Do really miss you so much. (R.U.D) But now do not matter we celebrate it alone or together i just wish that you will be happy with some one that you love one and your families and your friends. Do remember me as your beautiful memories that can bring smile in your face, heal the pain in your heart, erase sadness in your eyes and bring joy to your life. Before the year 2011 END i would like to thank you so much for loving me and being my girlfriend and at the end i was the one that feel so stupid for not taking care so much about you and feel unworthy to get your love. Sorry for following you. Because the only thing that i have from you is your name and your memories. I think for you the memories that made with me is just a mistake but that okay i do understand it. I will cherish the EVERY MOMENTS with you with prays and lots of LOVE. XOXO
.eccathankyouforlovingme.
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