I don't care... Sorry for still keeping you in my heart~~

I always said... Friends don't worry i will pray for your happiness but when i think it back what about me. To be frank, the way people see me may be totally different once they knew me really really well... I would like to repeat... REALLY REALLY REALLY WELL!! Most of the time i try to be my self but at the same time i can't really understand i am. Seem like there is something wrong with my self. some of me that i discover are that i do really like to do some STUPID things, POSSIBLE to someone to predict what i really want to do, i like to be ALONE because i use to be ALONE, the fact that you need to know that is my phone so so rare to RINGS for something excepted call or massage from  my family and there is an assignment to do. I am really bad in sense of LOVING someone, I have try my best to deal with this matter but seem to always fail. People always look me as someone that is 'he good', 'good boy', 'arrogant' and many other that is so unrelated with me. Until some people expecting that i would be different. I am just a HUMAN and i MADE A MISTAKE. Most of time i wish that some mistakes that i made can be turn around so that i could change and never sorry for what i did. BUT it all JUST A DREAM because it has been happened and never can be changed. MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE but it was HARD. I feel alone and CRY hard should be a relived for it. But i just need SOMEONE to understand and share it. I am not perfect and sorry for the past that i been terribly done WRONG. I wish that i would be ALWAYS by HER side. IMY...

.ibesomeonenotbeyourmemories.

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud (1 Corinthians 13:4)

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